Short Stories : The Attachment Partner (Chapter 16)

Short Stories : The Attachment Partner (Chapter 16)

CHAPTER 16

About four weeks later in the Sunshine infirmary. George Hinz, Birgid's father, had just come back because he knew Dr. Percy Cloudy, Biggi wanted to get out of the artificial coma. In which she was put after the first time she came to and was totally freaked out when she realized that she was blind.

“Comodore, she will come back to her in about half an hour. Let's hope she doesn't flip out again when she notices that she still can't see. The pain from the eyes should be almost gone. "

George Hinz looked at him doubtfully and said: “Do you have any ideas how long it will take until the new eyes have grown back in the laboratory. Are there any hopes like this? "

"Sure thing, a lot has happened in eye research in recent years. You just have to accept that it takes time. Half a year without any setbacks. With setbacks ... I don't know. But it's really just a matter of time. I just have the feeling that she won't believe us. ”And continued his investigations on her to see if everything went smoothly. "We needed someone she absolutely trusted. If Piet has still not found her attachment partner, Terra isn't that big. ”

"No Percy, nobody understands that either, he seems to have disappeared without a trace. Like the rest of his band. ”He got the answer. "I could imagine that she would be more willing to go on with him. I have the feeling that she can't do this alone, if only because she doesn't want to. If she goes crazy this time I will contact my mother-in-law on Volan.

Maybe she knows a solution. Because I think we have to take more into account that she is half a Volanian and also a warrior. But now we want to hope for the best. How long can you actually leave her in an artificial coma without harming the children? ”As he stood next to his youngest daughter and stroked her hair, he felt like a very old man. What was the use of all the money and power if he couldn't do anything here and it was not possible to find her attachment partner?

So lost in thought, he heard Percy: "Sir, I think she is coming back to herself."

"Hi my love how are you? I'm Daddy, ”I heard my father say. But if I couldn't see him while I was still wondering why I was in the infirmary and it was still dark, memories of Fokir and Huron were slowly returning. "Dad why don't you turn on the light, I don't see anything." The thought of seeing it made me boil hot again. I would never see anything again, Huron had taken my eyes, rather put it away, and where there was nothing, Percy couldn't heal anything. The fairy tale from the last time I definitely did not believe him that there was a procedure in which the eyes, functional, could grow back. She could save this fairy tale lesson for someone else.

"Little one is light here," I heard my father say and noticed that he was trying gently to teach me that I would be blind forever. Or would he come back to this fairy tale lesson because of regrowing eyes. I had seen and read enough letters about it earlier to know that these eyes weren't working and because I didn't want to, I turned my face in the direction in which I suspected it: “It occurred to me again that I no longer have eyes have. But believe me in my attitude to it, nothing has changed and nothing will change. I won't go on living like this, it's not a life, it's a cramp.

Nothing can be done alone, “I tried to stay as calm as possible, but noticed how suddenly the tears ran down my face. Wiped her away because I didn't want Dad to see her. Because he would be hard enough to swallow the chunk I would tell him now: "Dad why don't you just leave me alone? I don't want to go on living like this, I get it no more. "I shouted at him that I just didn't want to keep calm with it, and significantly quieter, almost whispering, I said:" Besides, I can't either. I'm at the end, even if none of you want to believe that. Let me finally die. ”It was out and he would be okay with it somehow, I honestly didn't care. Turned my back on him, for me the conversation was over and hoped he would finally accept it and leave me alone. I just wanted to be left alone and die if I could.

But he didn't seem to agree with that. Because I heard him say in spite of his ears closed: "What the hell should die from, even if you would always be blind and don't like the artificial eyes, life goes on. Just think of your children and the twins in you. If they have no right to live with their mother, then you are no better than Silvia. I think I can still hear the sentence when I have children I will always be there for them. Do you call it always there for them if you just give up now. "

"Just give up," I hissed at him. "Do you have any idea! In addition, Billy is grown up and doesn't really need me anymore and Ivon is in very good hands with her father and it looks like Sabine will replace her mother at some point. So I'm not really needed here. "

"Oh yes, you don't believe that yourself? What about the twins and their father? You know that he needs you too, if you really are attachment partners. ”If he had to remind me of Gillian now, it was bad enough even without me thinking about him. Only when his name was mentioned did this pressure appear again in the area of ​​the heart. Maybe it would all be bearable somehow if he were there. But if he wasn't, I would definitely not go to him, even if I could, they could take off their make-up. Not with me.

Then I only noticed a short spade and knew that I was calm for a while and would only sleep, also good. Hopefully I would not wake up again, then this life would be finally over, I would cry no or almost no tear after it. I would just take the twins with me, so I would save them such a life.

"Percy, didn't you find it a little early to give her the injection now?" Asked Comodore Hinz. "No sir, there was no point. If I hadn't sent her back to sleep, I would only have had the opportunity to calm her down with stronger medication and the twins would not have got it at all. Next time I'll put the two in the artificial womb first. Then we can keep Birgid awake a little longer, but they also know that if she really wants to die, I can't do anything about it. I should have given her her will now, but maybe there will still be a solution. I just hope that no one in Birgid's name reminds me that she doesn't want to live anymore. ”Biggi's father looked at him, startled:“ And who should that be? ”

"Your mother, even if the two never got along. But they are still attachment partners and she should know how the little one is doing and above all notice that she doesn't want to live anymore. That would be the chance for Silvia to finally get rid of her daughter and sir, this time they would have no way of doing anything about it. According to her will, only her attachment partner can prevent it and I think she wrote the sentence only on Sam's insistence. "

When Comodore Hinz looked at Percy at this opening, he knew that he would give her the injection, albeit reluctantly. He had sworn to save life or if his patient saw no meaning in life, to help him to a quick and painless death.

George could only begin to imagine how difficult Percy would find it, especially when you consider that Percy, Mike, Piet and Birgid had grown up here on board like siblings.

As he was still thinking about how he could prevent all this, he was amazed at what Percy was doing: "Percy, what are you doing? You don't really think that it is of any use. "" Yes, and if it only helps her to calm down a bit. I know that she loves his music and sometimes it can work miracles.

I have the feeling that we need a miracle or this Gillian Willis. But it doesn't seem to be found. Or do you know something better than playing the songs she has enjoyed listening to lately, unfortunately I don't? She doesn't respond to anything. ”And you could see Percy, who was standing next to Birgid with his shoulders drooping, at that moment exactly how difficult it would be for him to inject her Purex.

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