CHAPTER 11
First of all I have to get out of here, hopefully these frogs haven't discovered Ivon yet. Then I have to watch that we come to the Sunshine. We are safe for now.
While trying to plan her next steps, she ran towards the beach to find a quiet place. She had to calm down and plan her next steps.
But as she felt now, no clever solutions came out, there was only panic in her.
Believe it or not, despite the many people running around here, she still found a place to be alone. She knew that now she would only calm down if she could meditate for at least half an hour. This had previously helped her to overcome fear or panic.
If a stroller came by now, it would appear to him that Birgid was sleeping while sitting. When Biggi opened his eyes again after about half an hour, she could think reasonably clearly again.
After calling the airport, she found out that a plane was leaving for Germany in two hours and there were still a few places available. If she was with Ivon she would plan everything further.
Now came the hardest part. How was she going to make it clear to Gillian that he should forget her? That she never came back to him.
She couldn't think of it, she would never see him again. Only at the thought of it did she get a big lump in her throat and the tears came to her eyes.
If such a Comander of the space fleet behaved, she tried to talk herself into her conscience, no, but she was also only a woman who loved and now had to leave him forever.
When she thought of what he had said to him only three days ago, maybe I'll leave you when my memories come back.
Why did it really have to happen that way when none of them wanted it. After getting something to write for, she started writing a letter. She was not allowed to go to him, she did not know if there was still a frog nearby, and she would not lead her to Gillian. On the other hand, she couldn't look him in the eye when she told him that she would leave him. He would definitely try to persuade her to stay. She didn't know if she was still strong enough to leave, rather not.
Maybe when the frog, she couldn't even remember his name at the moment, was done. If she was still alive. Which was more than questionable. Would try to come back. But she had failed completely against him, he was just better than her.
Hello Gillian
If you get this letter I'll be on my way home. I don't mean Germany but my real home. I met someone here, someone I never wanted to see again. Believe me, I have to go and will never come back. If you really love me, please do me a favor. Find another girlfriend, one who is simpler than me, and forget me. It’s better that there’s always trouble around me.
Birgid
She would much rather have written or told him the whole truth. That she loved him and would definitely not forget him. But the last time I met Huron, that was the name of this frog. Sam her friend and father of Ivon had died and she somehow landed on earth and Sam had been an experienced fighter.
She went to the studios where Gillian made his video clip and spoke to the porter: “Can you give this letter to Gillian Willis if it ends for today. It is very important. But not sooner please. "
"Of course. If you want you can also join him. Have instructions to let her to him in any case. “He answered and wanted to show her the way to the right studio. "No I don't want to see him. Please just give him this letter. It is really very important."
After walking a few meters, she turned again, hoping someone would tell her you could stay here and I'll fix it, but nobody came. How was she supposed to fix that herself?
She already longed for him, how could she forget him? Hopefully it would be a little easier for him.
Although she had gone quickly, she just got her plane. She quickly gave up the thought of a taxi. Because at the time they stood more as they drove.
Once on the plane, sat down and was no longer accessible to her environment, it was as if she was very far away.
Good thing she wasn't stopped at customs in Germany, she wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.
When she got home, she sat down on an armchair and tried to concentrate on her brothers. Because she could contact them and tell them where she was so that they could pick them up. There were also advantages to being at least partially telepatin. In some cases, it means she can communicate with her attachment partners, parents, children and siblings via a thought base. You just had to concentrate enough, which was difficult at the moment. Because her thoughts wander again and again.
After a few unsuccessful attempts, she noticed that Piet was receiving her. She was happy that she was still alive and she gave him her location as best she could so that he or someone else could pick her and her daughter up.
How she would have liked to have contacted Gillian in this way and told him that she was fine and she missed him. But that didn't seem like a good idea to her.
So she took a bag to pack everything Ivon would need on the Sunshine for Ivon.
So she didn't notice anyone coming in the front door.
Only when Gerd was standing behind her and she asked: "Do you want to leave me without talking to me at least? I have no right to an explanation, did he turn your head like that? "
"Yes you are right, I fell in love with another with both ears. But that's not why I'm going now. I assume that one of my brothers Piet or Mike or my father will come to pick me up soon. But first I have to get Ivon and Toby, I'll take the two with me. Oh, Gerd it's all so terrible ... ”put the bag away and sat down with him.
After she caught something again she started to tell him everything:
"I am not from Earth, my home planet is Birna. I grew up with my brothers on the Sunshine. My father's spaceship and my grandparents' farm. My name is Birgid Hinz.
It all started with me flying to Fokir with Sam, Ivon's father. An uninhabited star, we wanted to meet there with a frog who had information for us that we had long been after. If I really think about it we should have known that it is a trap. Because which frog voluntarily gave information to pear areses.
Birna is my father's home planet and actually mine.
But everything went wrong on Fokir. We were caught by some frogs. Who wanted to take revenge for the fact that we had killed one of their brothers in battle.
After they knocked Sam out, they hung him up on something like a tree, feet first. I had to kneel in front of him so that I looked him straight in the eye when he came to. I didn't know what they were going to do, but I should get it out soon.
I can still hear his thoughts in me when he came to: man, little one, we can't get out of here alive. I promised your dad to take care that you don't do nonsense anymore.
I think he guessed what the Frogs were up to, I didn't. It was only when they put a knife in my hand and I noticed their thoughts in my brain that I started to fight back. But it was only a few pitiful attempts, because I had never really learned to protect myself against being influenced by thoughts. I had no control over what I was doing. I only saw me cutting my friend's carotid Sam.
You cannot imagine how terrible it is to see your attachment partner bleed to death before your eyes and there is nothing you can do about it, even though you inflicted this wound on yourself.
These pigs kept stopping the bleeding for a short time so that it doesn't go too fast, don't ask me how they did it. I had to watch the whole time.
It may have only taken a few minutes, but it seemed like an eternity to me and Sam. Back then I didn't want anything more than to die with him.
They let me live because I was pregnant and it was killing the Frogs life that was totally trying again. They prefer to wait until the one is tall and then take it on.
For this they injected me with dongentasive, it erases the entire memory for an indefinite period, if you are unlucky forever.
Our doctors also use it to cure certain diseases. But then in smaller doses and only when the binding partner is there. So that the one with the pain that this stuff spreads is not alone.
But they had killed my attachment partner through me beforehand and so it felt like someone was burning my brain.
But before that, they told me that if I didn't want to go through that again, I shouldn't look for a loyalty partner anymore and this morning I met Huron in Miami again. While I was with Gillian and he's hilariously my attachment partner.
If you can find out who he is, maybe you will kill him too, and I won't be able to keep it up a second time. Although I'm not pregnant this time, they have no reason to let me live. Therefore I have to go back as soon as possible.
Everything further you know how I got here to Terra I can only guess. I dont know."
After a few minutes she asked him: "How do you know that I fell in love? I can't imagine that I looked so happy earlier. ”
It took some time for her to get an answer because he was still processing what he had just heard: “Don't you know that excerpts from the concert in New York would be televised, also the song that his fans would like best Listen . They showed the woman who was on stage with him as well as he did. I wouldn't have given it much meaning if I hadn't heard some comments from other women. They thought it had to be his real girlfriend, otherwise he wouldn't just sit behind her and just hold her in quotes. You couldn't see his eyes in love, but I and he told me everything.
But I think that's secondary now. It's best to lie down a little. I also have some of your sedatives, so maybe you can get some sleep, because you don't look good. I then bring Ivon and Toby home. What do you think when your people will be there? "
"If they hurry in maybe three or four hours. Well give me this stupid sedative sleep a little can't hurt. Who knows when I'll be next? "
"Mr. Willis, I have a letter for you here. ”Gillian was addressed as he was walking past the porter's lodge in search of Biggi. He had actually expected it to show up in the afternoon. But apparently she found shopping as interesting as any other woman.
"Well, Gillian again a love letter from a fan, just see that Biggi doesn't see him. I don't think she will be very enthusiastic about it, ”he heard Marc say.
"Marc, she's gone and she won't come back." Alerted by his friend's shocked voice, he turned to him and asked: "Who is gone and won't come back?"
"Biggi, read here yourself? Everything was fine this morning, I don't understand? Why? ”And handed the letter to Marc, ready to go.
Hello Gillian
If you get this letter I'll be on my way home. I don't mean Germany but my real home. I met someone here, someone I never wanted to see again, believe me I have to go and will never come again. If you really love me, please do me a favor. Find another girlfriend, one who is simpler than me, and forget me. It’s better that there’s always trouble around me.
Birgid
"I need her, because she can't just go away and write me to find another one. What does she think who I am? Someone who changes friends like an old hat? ”Gillian asked his friend, angry. When Marc looked at him he knew that the angry was almost only a look. This girl had managed to hurt him like no one had before.
"Try to call her, maybe you will at least get a clever explanation," and pressed Gillian into his hand.
When Gillian had still got nothing after 10 minutes apart from speaking to the mailbox, Marc, who was still standing next to him, heard how he told Rick to fill up completely, he didn't want to fly home but to Germany.
"Marc, can you book a car for me in Germany, you can speak German better than I can? I will bring her back. "After a short pause:" She can't just disappear from you so nothing, I will not allow that. "
"Do you even know where she lives exactly? Even a small place like this can be big if you are looking for a single person. ”
"No, but your friend's bee will know and I'll call her first."
After maybe five minutes.
"Marc did it with the car, I know her address. If I hurry I'll catch her before she disappears completely. Nobody knows where it originally came from.
Doesn't she know that I can't live without her? Didn't she notice that?
Tell the others that the rehearsals for the video clip are canceled. My taxi is coming. ”And was about to get in.
"You don't think I'll leave you alone in your condition. Can you tell me who should drive the car in Germany? Your driver's license is not valid in Europe. ”But as he looked at Gillian he knew that he didn't care about the driver's license. He just wanted his girlfriend back before she disappeared again.
He could understand it too, because he would certainly not do otherwise if his wife just left him like that and simply sat next to him to accompany him.
Vera, he could also call his wife from the taxi and he knew that she would understand him. He couldn't let Gillian go to Germany alone, who knows what would happen if he was late and Birgid was already gone. Then he would need someone so that he didn't do any nonsense.
Gerd had brought Ivon to bed and was now sitting next to Biggi who was lying on the sofa and was supposed to sleep but she had these nightmares again, he had thought that it was over. She would wake up more exhausted afterwards as she fell asleep. The sedative didn't seem to work this time.
He let her sleep, he had so many questions and would like to know how to go on. He would miss her and above all Ivon. For him, the little girl was like his daughter. He had been there at birth and had raised her with Biggi until now. Hopefully the two would not completely disappear from his life.
In his mind he would have missed the bell soon, but luckily Toby struck, only briefly but it was enough to bring him back to reality.
"Come on Toby, be quiet, let your owner sleep a little longer" and went to the door with the dog.
It didn't take him long to know who was standing in front of him. "Good evening Mr. Willis. What can I do for you? "Gillian looked at him confused but then said:" I want to speak to Biggi. She's still there, isn't she? "" Yes, she's still there, but she won't speak to anyone. I gave her a strong sedative and hopefully she'll sleep until her father comes.
Believe me, you haven't got her at all. When I went to Switzerland less than two weeks ago, she was really well again and now ....
It's almost like the day I found her. Who knows what will happen if I let her in with her. ”Why did he just hit that young man. He knew he couldn't help it, maybe he just needed someone to let his anger out on and Gillian was just right for him. Somehow he made him responsible for this situation, even if he couldn't help it. But without him everything would be fine and Biggi would not leave him with Ivon.
"Please Mr. Falkner, I love her. You mustn't go. ”He heard Gillian say desperately. At the same time he tried to get past Gerd into the apartment. But quickly gave up trying when a dog appeared barking teeth and growling furiously in front of him, he couldn't stop. He had heard enough of Biggi's dog and didn't want to find out if he really wasn't biting.
"Mr. Willis believe me it is better if you go now. I'll tell Biggi that they'll be here when she wakes up. ”Gillian would probably not have given up if Marc hadn't got him back in the car. "Gillian, get it now there's no point the guy won't let you to her. Or do you want to wait until he calls the police? So get in the car first, we'll think of something. ”
Gerd had just closed the door when the doorbell rang again and he angrily hissed at his counterpart, assuming that Gillian was there again: "Gillian, I won't let you go to her. She needs rest now. "
"Sorry I'm not Gillian, my name is George Hinz and I am Birgid's father, would you please take me to my daughter?" She is sleeping, I gave her a sedative because she wasn't feeling well when I got home. ”Somehow he felt that he had to justify himself because Biggi was sleeping.
"Alright young man, I know her and I know she can be very stressful" and turned towards the minibus he came with. "Pieter, Percy please come. Percy bring your equipment, she's not doing well, but I need to talk to her for a minute before we get out of here. ”
Who called Birgid's father Percy examined her briefly and sprayed her something and then said: “She will come to for a few minutes, I don’t want to give more without having examined her closely. Comodore "
"Little one, wake up, I need to talk to you before we fly home. Wake up, darling! "
"Daddy, is that you?" He asked, not fully awake yet.
"Yes, we'll take you home. Is there anything I should know before we go home? "
"There are frogs on Terra and you can also talk normally, Gerd knows. Hey Piet, nice to see you again, you don't know how I missed you. Where's Mike? "And looked around searching.
"At the Sunshine, I didn't really want to go on a family outing, I just wanted to bring my daughter back home." Her father answered her.
Suddenly Birgid Ivon discovered that she was hiding behind Gerd. "I come from here to me. Don't worry, nobody harms you, you don't have to hide behind dad.
The man who looks so grim is your grandpa. But believe me he only looks so grim, in reality he is very nice. I also know that he has long wanted a granddaughter. Just go to him. You know if somebody wants to do something to you he will get into trouble with Papa and with Toby, do you think someone dares?
Are you going to leave me alone with Gerd for a few minutes? ”
"Yes, but really only a few minutes. Piet will come to get you then. ”Answered her father and walked to the car with Ivon's hand.
"Now it is probably time to say goodbye. I wanted to ask you something important without my family knowing. I have an appointment in four weeks and do not know if I will come back from it. I would like to bring Ivon to you beforehand because she is at home here and not with my family. When I am there it is different. Do you want? ”She asked him while holding his hands. "Sure I'm always happy when she's with me, you know she is like my daughter to me. What are you up to again? Surely not something clever. "
"It is not a clever thing, but something that must be." She replied to him: "It is much easier for me if I know that Ivon is with you. Take good care of her if I don't come back and thank you for everything. ”Looking at the door, she cried,“ Piet you can come in, help me to the car, my legs don't really want to.”
"Come here little one always wanted to carry you on hands," he said with a grin and picked it up. "At least you won't spill it on us again."
"Piet you haven't changed a bit in the last few years, you are still a child's head like before." She said to her brother while she put her arms around his neck and let himself be carried out "you know what Piet, it's nice a big one To have a brother, even if I often scold you. "
Piet had almost reached the car with her when she heard Gillian: "Biggi, please ..."
"Gillian what are you doing here, you shouldn't be here.
Piet let me go, please, it will take some time. ”With slightly fluctuating steps she walked towards Gillian.
"What about you, did you drink?" He asked, startled by her walk
"No worry, these are just the sedatives. Tomorrow everything is over again. Please keep quiet for a moment. "
Amazed, he followed what she was doing.
She put her index fingers on each of his temples and then led them very gently to his nostrils as he suddenly heard her brother calling: "Birgid no don't do it." Her eyes looked as if she would shoot lightning bolts at her brother, who immediately took a few steps back and only said: "Then do what you want." Then she turned back to him and repeated the whole thing again, having reached his nostrils, she led her index fingers to his mouth around them below his mouth again to unite. Gave him another long kiss as if she wanted to seal something and looked at him sadly when she said to him: "I'm sorry, but I have to go now. We will most likely never see each other again, forgive me. ”When he was about to hug her, her brother was back and carried her into the car.
To then drive away with her as if he wasn't there.
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